I find that previous work and personal experiences have a way of building people up to be able to face challenges. My previous job is a perfect professional example where I loved my job (worked with 4 leos including my boss, the head engineer, and 2 of the highest achievers) but life had a way of aligning things where I had to make a choice. The choice I made was to choose to value myself flaws and all and to respect my plimsol line.

It is funny how things have a way of repeating themselves until we learn what we need to learn to pass the obstacles. Often times it requires or forces us to kill and terminate something inside, a desire to have or to create something in order to survive and advance to the next level.

And if you do not have a family or kids that is ok, we do not have to have all the things that others do. All we have to learn is how to make the most out of what we already received.

I never imagined myself writing on this blog, that divination was given to someone else and I just happened to hear about it from my former boss whos special friend is a well known journalist working on changing the world. I happened to choose myself and quit my job on the last day that the journalist male immage was allowed to make a move in order to join her efforts. Funny how the grapewine works and how each of our actions determine the next. I still feel that I made a misstake

And try not to hold anyone responsible for their beliefs and actions even if it affected us.

It does not paint an accurate picture. You should always do your own detective work to really understand and have a better picture of what exactly is going on. The grapewine gives you an echo, someones blurred vision but never the absolute truth.

Terre Blair is the talented journalist I was refering to. Her latest work is called Big Problems, Big Thinkers. She is close friend with the Dalai Lamas niece and spends as much time around the master as she is can manage. I had the opportunity to meet with her a couple times in person. She is very intuitive.

Ascending is important but traveling in time is not always possible, picking up and moving a business sometimes is challenging but should tight schedules be honored at all cost?

Our intentions and what motivates us is important. Some people want to be loved or to have their name in history books, that is all fine but that is not what life is all about. Learning to love yourself completely, flaws and all, learning to accept and to forgive yourself and striving to be better humans than we were yesterday.

So after all I was being edgy and careful for a very valid reason. The culprits, the tricksters are caugth while my body and its recreating functions are alarmingly fast dissapearing. It is almost like invisible leaches are draining my blood, unbelivable.

Who allows the leaches to feed on her blood only because she likes the creatures for their company.

Enough is enough, a woman needs xs and os besides leaches sucking on her blood.

Resistance would have been to run away or deny the change. Facing the challenge and accepting the mental, physical and pshychological beating that comes with submitting yourself to endure and go through the endurance test of digging is not resisting. Until you feel exactly what that other person felt you will never completely understand. Life is good as long as you have enough time to process.

Here is my confession. In 2016 I intentionally skipped reading the hard parts about your baja experience because reading about your emotions for me it was the equal to living them. So I did what I had to do to keep myself centered, I skipped. This year I am pushing myself and not enough that I read every single post and made my best to encourage I also went back and read every single post on is blog

I could remove myself and stop the reading and focus on staying centered without allowing to changes initiated by the readings but I choose to hung on and keep my promise of support.

Acknowledging my feelings does not equal with being a pessimist of negative about them. I allow myself to go through the motions needed to release the unwanted and useless bunch. I know many people who served in the millitary and have a rough time releasing the built up damaging memories and feelings.

When you are on the giving end is always different than when you are on the receiving end.

I choose my life and it is beautiful when I remember to turn on the lights in the dark or when I find my way stumbling through the dark to the light switch on the wall.

And beaten by people who did not understand what he was all about. The father (God) who loved people and allowed his son to follow his heart and sacrifice himself for the greater good and love of humanity.

He volunteered to endure the brutality of of the same people he was trying to help by healing them, teaching and guiding them to love their lives and each other. And after they beat him and he did not resist, they made him carry his own cross and let him die on it out of what? Love?

Christ was not trying to be better or more powerful than the rules and priests by living his own truth and going against the crowd.

Neither did Mary.

On the cross that he was encouraged to carry on and not to give up the walk

How many soldiers die daily in a simmilar fashion fighting for and protecting the innocent to create harmony guided by the weise council from up above.

Running away in order to protect and not hurt the people we love with hitting them on the head with the brutal thruth was not a workable option this time. Love kills and life is not a game.

There are many form of love. Put love in from of a bunch of nouns and you will discover how powerful and destructive love is. Love of war, love of money, love of power, love of subbordiates, love of valuables, love of … Fill in the blank

There were so many people commenting on todays business blog, ?, good job Larry

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I said I would watch over you and your son while you race but I need to head my plimsol line, I am not running but I need to try to heal myself and for that I need to unplug from this madness. Good luck in life.